My heart is broken. It screams out in pain and agony. It echoes against my ribcage. It feels so dead. There shouldn’t be a heartbeat. But with this broken heart comes another sleepless night and another breathless day. Without you, my world is shattered and broken. I made a mistake of putting walls up and I forgot to build the self-destruct button to get those walls down. I’m the reason that I’m losing you even before you were mine. I can’t apologize anymore or explain the hurt I’ve caused. I just can’t think straight about it. The only good thought I’ve had in a long time is you, but I can’t think of you anymore. You are not mine. Your heart and mind deserve someone so much better than me. I’m just a pathetic loser who knows how to professionally break my own heart. I’m pathetic and stupid for falling so hard so quickly. Nothing I can do now. I will just remain broken.